I believe giving is different from serving.
Serve- 1."to labor as a servant" Webster's New Collegiate Dictionary, copyright 1956 (!)
In my daily reading form Hope for Today, an Al-Anon publication, I read,"I chose to ignore my natural feelings of self-love and self worth because they didn't stop my parents from drinking or from criticizing me."
For so long this was true of me. I did not feel love and I did not truly know how to love. Now my family and friends help me to see the me I want to be. The me I now choose to be. I am mother, wife, artist, friend.
My co-dependent self does things for other people that I think they need. I try to fix, I serve others needs and I often disliked them and me when I am not successful. I have no energy left to think positively.
My healing self sets boundaries and takes care of me first. When I don't, there's not enough left of ME left to give. When I do, my energy is boundless and my love is profound and meaningful. I give from my heart's heart.
I DE-SERVE. We deserve.
Hooray for your beautiful healing self. It inspires me to be more like my wonderful gypsy mother! Love you to the depths of my soul.
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