It sure feels like more than 12 steps since I started recovery in the early 1990's. I can go spiraling back so easily, yet now I have the tools, if I use them.
I have a wonderful meeting that is just women but embraces all addictions. Yesterday I learned that people pleasing is controlling. Who would have thought? I thought when I did nice things for folks I was just doing or saying nice things. But my co-dependent roots still run very deep, and today I can see a little more clearly than yesterday.
Today I know that God is with me and will help me stay in the present moment, if I ask Him.
I am asking.
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